Isn't always the best way, you know.....

In a swirl of contentious and aggressive search, I find more madness then I do enlightened answers. The search goes on, I find more contention, I search some more and you get the rest. All in all, I feel as though it would behoove me to "unplug" from my searching ways, knowing that there is more madness and sadness within that madness then there are answers to the longing. I just have to remind myself that I have all that I need and nothing is missing. How do I know? Looking at my paltry bank balance. The answer is fully there. I have as much as I am supposed to and need is therefore subjective.

But you know, it is always that tug and there has always been a pile of "options" for filling it. I guess it is the never-ending hunger.....